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When the music fades to black And when your lighter's out of fluid When the coppers throw the book at you For doing something stupid When you're jaded and you're lonely and the world's about to end Just remember something beautiful is just around the bend When the timing isn't right And when the skies are looking dreary When the stars all need aligning But the lighting makes you weary When exasperation strikes you and you've nothing to defend Just remember something beautiful is just around the bend When your love runs out of breath And the duet becomes a solo And when finding why you're here becomes a game of Marco Polo You know, the thing about that game is that you'll always find a friend Just remember something beautiful is just around the bend Just remember something beautiful is just around the bend Ya da da da, ya da da da Ya da da da da da
2.
Week By Week 02:54
Week by week we meet again And promise not to leave and then The 7th day comes ‘round the bend When will the cycle end Too poor are we to live alone To move away and find a home Too old are we to play pretend Make happiness our own And the summertime will tease us It’s much too far away to please us But nothing worth the day will come Without the setting sun Week by week I muddle through The thought that gets me by is you And I don’t know what more I can do But know your love is true And the summertime will tease us It’s much too far away to please us But nothing worth the day will come Without the setting sun Brighter days may not yet see us But they’re the very things which keep us Here long enough to stay in love Perhaps it’s best if we don’t run And turn our time to dust And turn our time to -
3.
La la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la la la
4.
Let me out Of these mental ward confines So white and plain Free my mind From prescriptions that you write I'm not the same Young kid with the see-through skin All arteries and veins Spun out in the family car Trying to make my way Home Are you ready to put me under 'Cause I'm ready to go back home I don't care what the doctors told me I spoke to Jesus on the telephone He said, "Lace up your shoes And quit playing the blues" I'm gonna take me to a better place Where the sun always shines And the light in your eyes Is always tended like a burning flame Na na, na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na, na na na na na Na na na na na na Write me up On a list of who was cured And what was slain Like a glove With the blood of who you hurt I'm thrown away Because I'm Half-gone, don't know what I'm on My vision blurs and shakes You don't need a PhD To be the one to break Me Are you ready to call my mother And my father my sister, too 'Cause I'm going to higher places And I'm so sorry I'm not taking you So I'll lace up my shoes And quit playing the blues I'm gonna take me to a better place Where the sun always shines And the light in your eyes Is always tended like a burning flame Where the sun always shines And the bells never chime And the undertaker stays away, yeah Na na, na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na, na na na na na Na na na na na na
5.
I woke up in a time machine A dream constructed in a dream All clocks and dials on the walls And your voice was ringing through the halls And I stepped out, stood there like a ghost As I watched my life with you unfold Since you’re the one I love the most Nothing I saw will go untold And by the time that you kiss me by the willow tree I’ll be more in love with you than you are with me By the first snow of the season, we will fall apart And if I die, I’ll die of a broken heart Oh And I tried to hold your hand one day Somehow, your fingers slipped away And tension like a swinging gate Swung on its hinges, sealed our fate There’s nothing I can do to stop it now Just hope we find some way, somehow To pull the pieces back together Tie the strings all worn and weathered And by the time that you kiss me by the willow tree I’ll be more in love with you than you are with me By the first snow of the season, we will fall apart And if I die, I’ll die of a broken heart Oh And your words came out so mean and cold So doubtful and so cynical But underneath the way you speak I found a harsh reality You lost your faith in me and you And all the things we planned to do And how could love just drift away Why can’t we find another way And by the time that you kiss me by the willow tree I’ll be more in love with you than you are with me By the first snow of the season we will fall apart And if I die I’ll die of a broken heart Ooh, Ooh
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Summertime 03:29
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Champagne 02:41
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I wish I'd seen the war behind your eyes You would think it's something I would recognize Seen the silent armies, heard their battle cries Watched the angels lifting bodies to the skies I'll have you know that once, they nearly carried mine But what else could I do? And then I watched your armor slowly fall apart Disassembled by a breaking human heart So many times you've tried to rip it from your chest Thinking carving out your love was for the best I'll have you know I'll never love you any less For what we'll never be And nowadays, I'm just a surgeon fixing other people's lives But I still see the blood and canon fire skies And I pretend the bodies that I'm fixing are my own That's why the lacerated skin's so neatly sewn Oh, I could use a little mending of my own But in this sterile room, I'm never truly home So we must find a greater surgeon on this earth One who understands our hearts and what they're worth Not just flashbacks to a vivid living hell And not just chunks of metal sitting on a shelf And all along your stillness was a cry for help But how was I to know? And how were you to know?
9.
It's midnight in New Jersey and we are not who we were I reach out for you in my sleep, wake up and shiver in the heat of summer In fever dreams I make believe that you were mine to hold But maybe I should cut it out; I'm 26 years old I know I haven't talked about how much my daydreams hurt And if I'm honest with myself, I'm slipping under and it's getting worse They talk about sending me back to Tucson on a plane And if they don't, I might just leave on my own anyway It sucks to think that we were just more trouble than it's worth And who was I to boldly claim you were my greater surgeon on this earth? You left me on the gurney as they wheeled me down the hall Gently telling me to hush because you weren't there at all Here's hoping you forget my face by your wedding day Sometimes, the people from your past are meant to be, and better off that way But Arizona's calling me with peach and purple skies I leave at six AM and I won't even say goodbye My friend Jesse helped me settle in, but there's still more to do I can't afford the trip back home to see you even if I wanted to But Arizona's beautiful You'd love the desert skies Sometimes I wish I didn't leave Without saying goodbye
10.
They’ll be drawn by the colors that you wear They will praise your capacity to care When they ask you to sell all you are because you’re rare Don’t you dare, butterfly, don’t you dare They will look not with love but with their eyes Brandish wallets larger than their hearts in size At the end of the night, they will strip your will to fly So don’t you cry, butterfly, don’t you cry Don’t you cry, butterfly, don’t you cry They will take you to a garden by the bay To a house where the art collector stays At the end of the day, they will stamp you on a page So fly away, butterfly, fly away Fly away, butterfly, fly… away
11.
When I get to the river I’m gonna drink it dry And I’ll find all the memories there We drowned with heaves and sighs When I drink all the water And lay down in the grass Help me find the sleep I’ve lost And lay with me at last Couldn’t bear it if you kissed me Don’t even say a word So when she calls go running back And give this dream to her Go running back Go chase the light, no You have her heart And we, we had our time, no Go running back Go chase the light, oh Don’t lose her trust Like I , I lost my mind When I get to the river
12.
The feeling when you miss a step and fear comes flooding in I don’t know where the shock will end or where the grief begins As the procession marches in She waits for you Without a grin And as the organ starts to drone Its long and mournful tones Take my hand and never let go And as the double doors swing open As she makes her journey home I promise you today you won’t be walking out alone When life throws you a dreadful hand, you must resume the game Bitter as you play your card and tears stream down your face And as the casket’s carried in You realize That no one wins And as the organ starts to drone Its long and mournful tones Take my hand and crush all my bones As the double doors swing open As she makes her journey home I promise you today you won’t be walking out alone Na na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na And so we walk with arms wide open As she makes her journey home I promise you today you won’t be walking out alone

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released December 5, 2022

produced by Spencer Daniele
mixed by Joey Papa
mastered by Doug Gallo

piano/vocals: Marvin
guitar: Mike Bottiglieri, Spencer Daniele
bass: Wyatt Rydlewski, James Lashway
drums: Caleb Estey
saxophone: Matthew Berger, Carter Vames

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Machinery of the Human Heart New Jersey

Machinery of the Human Heart is the theater-pop child of Marvin Allister - trans and queer singer, writer, and pianist. The project is currently rooted in New Jersey, where Marvin hides in a dark purple room and writes the next MOTHH album.

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